Nathaniel DeMay

I'll dream what I'll dream
Because my dreams are free.
But should they come true,
Then what are they to me?
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Why do I fear the dark of day?
Why do I fear the bright of night?
Why do I get angry at what is?
Why do I get angry at what will be?
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Each day I wait,
Each time I cry,
Each moment I fall,
Each second I try,
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Don't tell me I have lost my mind,
I know where it is.
I sold it to the devil,
In return for some sanity.
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Like a moth to a flame,
I cannot escape.
These walls confine me,
In a life without parol.
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I am the storm,
always unhappy,
always the same.
The rain is my tears,
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Lost inside my self,
Nothing but left turns.
Confused by the world around me,
Somtimes the confusions burns.
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If one should fall,
And two should die...
If three should fail,
And four should fry...
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My love-
You do not know me,
I doubt you will ever.
My love-
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What is here for you?
Friendship?
Not from me.
Shelter?
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My love for you is a love forbidden,
Entangled in the snake's vine.
Should it ever be discovered,
My world - no longer devine.
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For so long we were friends,
we were family.
What happened,
we were no more.
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I wait,
And only for you.
To show
My love is true.
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You look towards me
not at me
and then go walking by
I'm here, I'm shouting
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You know all that you think you know,
So does the entire world.
It will differ from day to day,
Sometimes you won't get your way.
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If forever is nothing,
And your love just a dream,
When I wake up what will it mean?
If you are the tourtose,
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Leave,
Escape,
Come be with me.
Where the future takes us,
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I have a friend who is always there,
Always at my side.
Never once not tolerating the
Rules I don't abide.
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Like a kernel, the fluff I keep
Inside untill I explode.
So hard to see it coming, so
Like a riddle to decode.
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I am drowing in my sorrow,
And a round of beer.
I am choking with disgust,
And electrified by fear.
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