Neyri Castaneda

Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
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i dont really want too say gooodbye
i dont really want to leave you
but now i have to go away
stay away from you forever
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'I'm just a girl
With jet black hair
With some red
Here and there.
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i want no more pain
no more hurt
i am close to
falling forever...
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'This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name
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'I thought things were good now
I thought we'd overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had
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'I wish I were your pillow,
So you would hold me tight.
I wish I were invisible,
So i could watch you sleep at night.
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'A Poem's kiss
Flows from my pen
To your heart
Lingering, longing
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i cant feel anything
im numb
i cant do anything about it
i cant move
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i still see your face in my dreams
it hurts and it doenst help at all
i still want you in my life as crazy as that seema
i want you to catch me when i fall
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here lays my heart
all broken and torn
there are no feeling left in it
for me to mourn
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what is this feeling i have?
i seem to love you
but other times i seem to loathe you
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I am from Mercedes mom from my childhoods past and from my fathers great eyes.
I am from stories that my mother told me, from the tales that i hear and the ghosts that i see.
I am from 'You Can Do It Don't Give Up! ', from 'What Are You Doing You Retard! ' and from 'I Don't Know What I Would Do Without You'.
I am from 'You are Really cool', from 'You are way to nice and from 'I'm stoping the circle right here'.
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Your eyes look at me every day
I feel that hate that u carry
That look took me apart,
u cut me open like no other has
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'We've been best friends
for the past 2 years
we both survived
through laugh and tears
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why does love hurt?
it shouldnt
its something you get addicted too
and later you want more
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now that were here
its so far away
all the struggles we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
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