! ! ! ! ! ! Poem by Arienne Smith

You come into my old decrepit life
you found out things no one else knew
You found out why im so bitter and cruel
as much as you made me do you want to know why I die inside

I let you open me and you get me all emotional
you have me crying and describing everything out reliving the moments
Why you did you take me back there
now you why I flee from where you're standing
You're looking into my deep hole of a shell
trying to decipher my soul

You got whatyou wanted and now you cant handle it
you should of let it go but you didnt
You gave me a chance to be the real me
i dwell o my anger for so long that its just there
Well live it up and everytime you see me I hope you feel guilty