04/19/2009 Contemplating Poem by Coreena Dejesus

You were dead on I'm thinking about it,
In the dark mind tumbling I sit.
Thoughts of last coverstation overwhelm my mind,
Peace with the situation I seek to find.
Constant fight with thoughts I admit,
I let the situation enhance I permit.
I'm stuck with this in my head,
Can't sleep just laying in bed.
What to do where to go from here,
Wishing the answer would just appear.
How'd I get my self wrapped up in this game?
I feel quite a bit of shame.
Although I don't have a single regret,
I find myself still twisted yet.
To find peace in this situation now,
I keep asking myself how?
I lay my burdens down so I can sleep,
Not a word nor a whisper not a peep.