♥ . It's Not Easy.♥ Poem by jade MOnteScLArOS

ThaT's exaCtLy,

wHat i'm TrYiNg to SaY,

YoU sHouLd kNow,

iT bY Now.


i'm JusT haViNg FuN,

aNd you'RE The ONe,

i saw ThaT day,

i HAs NoThiNg To dO BuT pLAY.


pLAy the GaMe,

That I kNOW,

i WoN't Be The LosER,

i KnOw How to aCT.


i thOuGht You kNew,

tHat i was Just pLAyiNg,

i thOuGHt Your JusT RiddiNg,

iN wAht i want TO dO.


You'Re so niCE,

you'RE so naiVe,

i thOughT yOU WeRe Just pLAyiNG,

i ThouGhT You're nOt sinCeRE.


i pLayed wiTh You,

i NevEr reaLizEd,

You're GiViNg aN.

eFFoRt To ThaT.


whEN i DeciDed,

to EnD aLL This,

You rEjEct,

My proPosaL.


You'VE toLd ME,

iT's nOt easY,

TO DeaL wiTH,

someOne you Love.


yOu toLd Me,

You reaLLy Love,

whaT you saW,

aNd WhaT i LeT You fEeL.


bUt i haD tO BE True,

i diDn'T fEeL,

what YoU fEeL,

iT's aLL in a GamE.


aND Now You'VE GoT HuRt,

yOu promiSe NoT,

To Let Go Of ME,

That EasiLY.


i didN'T have a Choice,

But To gaVE it a ShoT,

bUt iT doesn'T WoRk oUt,

the Way yOu WaNTed.


You gOt MAd,

You ThReaThend Me,

yOU maKE ME FEEL,

mISeRAbLe.


aND NOW I fELT The,

pAiN, the heArtaChe,

This tiME i ReaLiZed,

iT's Not EasY To PLaY sOmebOdy's HeaRT.