A Different Pain Poem by abhilasha bhatt

No one knows
How much it hurts
When there is no existence
Of yours
In any ones life and no space
Every thought is nagging
Each breath is weary
Venomous air
Surrounded by calculating and mean people
Who are no strangers
But our some ones
Loved ones
Ignorance by them
Say, you want to die every moment
All the whiff gets dried
The cognition of loneliness
Is arduous
To keep a smile always
Over the sadness
Is so much heavy and deadly
In the heady days
I know no one have time and space for anyone
And for me specially
No one have a jiffy
They do not say on face
That hurts me the most
Just say it and i will be
No longer there by your side and beside
Neither in this life nor in any time
But do not say now
Because I am leaving you all meanest now
Instead of being at a wrong place
I would like to stand at the pathways alone
I would love to get rid of cupboard love
At least my sequestered time would be with me
With my lamenting wishes and thoughts