I do not feel I have contributed
Much
Sometimes I feel nothing
I often just break down and cry
Not of consequence anyway
To family
I struggle you all know with
My Bi Polar and Depression diagnosis
A major shock but I dealt with it
And still do
I enjoy my isolation because I cannot hurt anyone
You would all have seen or felt
My ability to melt down
I hope you remember my love and generosity more
I see my own symptoms in certain siblings
It makes me love them more
For I know the struggles they have
And the future that will test
Yes the past haunts me
The future haunts me more
Just trying to fit in somewhere
Since I lost my favourite girl
I claim no accolades I have few real friends
Sometimes I just want to break down
But I play the tough part
I am the Humphrey Bogart of Depression
I will always look good in a movie
Its not real life, but it's my movie
I can cope with that
Copyright Paolo 2017-10-30
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Hold on xx