A. I Run Back To Him Poem by Sarmad Al-Timimi

A. I run back to him..I told him how they deceived me with lies..but he seemed so cold..so I set my soul in fire tell him about the truth.. he watched me in cold blood and said'your late, it's doesn't matter anymore'..
why..it was only 10 months..and I was deceived by lies..I waited 10 years and they feel like yesterday..I burned myself alive for him.. but all he wanted was to get rid of me.. you gave up everything and did this all for her.. how lucky is she..
She told him about their lies, and how they deceived her..but he didn't know that it was only 'one'thing that convinced her to leave..
They asked her 'how could a person like him love someone like you'..'he has everything he is smart he is rich he is handsome he knows everything and he can do everything and he can gets everything he wants why would he chose you..' she told them that she has nothing but it's because he loves her' her uncle and mother laughed at her.. and said to her 'you don't have anything you are not tall not beautiful you don't have an income no job no beauty you have nothing'..they were soooo right..how could a person so perfect as him love someone like her..she had nothing and he had everything.. every girl in this world would wish him, he was a dream.. She answered them 'its because he loved me'.. they laughed at her so hard.. They told her 'he deserves someone perfect like him someone better than you '.. they were so so right.. she kept telling herself 'how could a person so perfect like him chose me, he must have been wrong'..she told herself 'I must have made him unhappy.. I must have been in his way..I must leave him so he can find the one who is perfect like him.. I never deserve and will never deserve someone so perfect like him' so she left and made his Path empty so he could see clear.. but not for long.. she came back running to him and told how they lied and deceived her that he doesn't want her anymore and wanted someone else.. she was young and naive she believed..but not Long and she came back running to him and told him everything what they did to her.. but he was so different and so cold..it just didn't matter for him anymore.. he said she was late..and she just didn't understand why he changed.. she set her soul in fire to win him back.. She begged him..she kissed his hands..She kissed his feet..and his only concern was how to get rid of her..