E. Stupid Girl Poem by Sarmad Al-Timimi

E. After that morning he disappeared and many days passed and on one day he called her and She was so surprised..She thought he had missed her and changed his mind.. She picked the phone and he kept yelling, insulting and threatening her.. She was so scared and stopped answering him and he started to send her emails threatening her.. She had understand from his yelling and screaming that someone was upsetting his wife or girlfriend.. she didn't even know She was replaced that quick.. and the less She know what he was talking about..cuz he didn't talked to her he just kept threatening and insulting her.. and she did sent him her iPhone like he demanded her..and she did this so he could see She had nothing to do with it..she didn't told anyone about this threatening…even though she still has all his threatening emails as evidence.. she didn't told anyone because she was weak but because She didn't want them to see him like that.. because he was the person She fought her mother and everyone for..and she trusted him, he was the love of her life and She just wanted to keep his image clean towards her family and everyone.. because if they would know how he threatened her.. they will blame her with "is this the person you fought for, is this the person you waited for 10 years and still waiting for, is this the person you still love, they would not only blame her but they would make fun of her and call her stupid for loving him? … She could go to the police with the threatening emails he wrote.. she had all the emails..she had the evidence black on White..or she could sent them to his father like he did with her innocent messages.. she could show his father how he threatened and insulted her for things she didn't do.. she could show them to her parents and brother … but out of respect for him and out of respect for the beautiful time they had she chose to keep silent about it.. she also couldn't believe he changed into a person who threatens and insults her dignity..he was never like this.... how much he must have loved his new love and how lucky she must be that he did all this for her.. he killed a innocent soul for her, whose only sin was to worship him.. he never apologised or told her that he had accused her wrong.. and She don't blame him cuz when people are in love they do crazy things.. cuz he must been in love with someone else..

And I am this stupid girl who will keep finding million of reasons to not blame him..