A Painful Goodbye Poem by Miiya Skky

I have to let you go, though it seems so hard letting go of the person that left such a big imprint in my heart but it has to be done.
Loving you was a pleasure that I thank you for, because you showed me exactly what love was suppose to feel like.
It hurts so much watching as the days goes by not having you in my life, still being completely in love with you.
I would shed tears almost every night not wanting to sleep only because I knew you were going to be in my dreams, and having to wake up without you hurt even more.
I will be forever tortured by the reason of our broken life because I know it was all caused by the fault of my own, but I assure you it wasn't by choice just a bad decision made, holding back the truth because I was scared of the outcome it would carry forth.
The outcome of which ended far worse then I thought but was to late to fix, and now because of my senseless actions I'm left alone lost in memories that will no longer have a future.
I never wanted to hurt you or be the cause of stress in your life, all I ever wanted for you was happiness and giving you everything you ever deserved.
I carried something with me along the path of our relationship that kept me hidden in the dark to afraid to come out which caused the balance in our love to starting tipping.
I blame myself everyday for watching our love fade because I couldn't find myself to let go of stupid things that clouded my sight of you.
My last relationship I had completely destroyed me, leaving me scared of ever allowing myself to be who I was. I kept so many things hidden out of fear of the other person, that maybe if said or brought up I will be hurt.
I will always with every attention love you till my time here on earth is over. I will cherish our time that we had together, never forgetting all the memories we shared and endured along the way.
I was loved before only to be shattered and left with pain of betrayal, but it was you that showed me the true meaning of what love actually felt like which will live with me forever. I will never let go of what we had but only to allow myself to stand back so we can go on to live our different lives. I will continue missing everything about you and dream of a life that could have been.