***ain't It Funny*** Poem by Monicalife Martinez

Do i reach out or do i keep quiet?
I'm tired of the stares and misunderstanding,
I comes to terms that my life won't get better,
Not because i don't want it to,
It because when i be myself,
It gets questioned,
Let find a sense of self together,
I know who i am,
Who i like,
If it not your cup of tea,
Well keep opinion to yourself,
I dont want to hear complaining,
Cause it what im paying you,
I get you not my friend,
Cause if ish goes sideways,
Just blame the client,
Anything to make you look good,
Is that why you keeping me alive?
It only a matter of time i say bye bye.