All Of Me Poem by Laura arwen

By now everything
irritates me because
I'm so tired
I don't know
what to do
and where to
live
It's never a
good idea to
be anxious
I need more
space and more
privacy
I have to
control myself in
purchases and ignore
this impulse
Sometimes I hate
to be alone
By staying alone
my mental health
is at risk
I'm not fit
to socialize even
if I need
it
In some moments
I think to
be precious but
I'm not it
I often think
I'm not smart
enough to have
my opinions or
to be psychologically
independent
I'm very complicated
to accept any
kind of change
or evaluation
I don't like
to learn to
expand my knowledge
In a way
I like to
stay in a
world all the
same even if
I'm bored
I think no one
will feel my
lack when I
die