Almost A Year Ago Poem by Cassandra Hooper

Hey its been awhile
Since i saw your smiling face
Almost a year exactly
Since you chose to leave this place
Im really missing you
I wish that you were still here
Why'd you have to pick up the gun
Why'd you hide your tears
I wish I couldve helped
I wish i could have saved you from this
Its so sad to think about
How you died without a first kiss
You were sweet
You were a nice guy
Thinking about how youre gone
Always makes me cry
You were my best friend
I told you about everything
My whole world breaks again
When I hear songs you used to sing
And you sat there
You listened to my pain
You would've been right by my side
Even in the rain
And I'll never forget
Every time
I had lied
And said i was fine
But you knew the truth
You saw through
You always told me
'I'd do anything for you'
And now the tears are coming back
They're mixing with makeup
They're turning black
I miss you so much
I wish that day would disappear
Why'd you have to go away
Why couldn't you have stayed here? ...