Alpha Poem by johanna damon

im in a deep hole tryin to claw my way out im so far down that no one can hear a sound i scream
i cry
i rant and rave
untill im hoarse
and my eyes are painfully dry
i thought i was strong
but im not as strong as i thought
i feel so lost and empty inside
i wish i could just crawl away and hide
if i was alone i could but im not alone
i have 2 others in my pack
theyre only pups i must protect them
i must be an ALPHA
when all i want to do is go hide away
at times i wish i could just stay in the hole
stay in my hole
not try to get out
thats what i want to do right now
but as usual im not doing what i want
thats why im in my hole with bloody nails
leaving trails