Always Poem by pang david

I always caught myself in the middle of nowhere
Where I always felt the feeling of being left alone.
The feeling of being happy despite of the odds
The undoubted feeling of being accepted
But everything turns out to be a joke.

I told you not to be kind
Coz I’m afraid that their will come a time when I can’t control myself
You always want me to be around
But when I did you always make me feel the same.

I’m afraid
You always make me fall
But your not their to catch me
Instead you’ve been their just to cheer me up
I’m glad you did
But didn’t you know it was your fault
How their you?
You always make me confused
I wish you knew
I wish I could tell you
But I can’t
Coz every time I tried, you’re their smiling back at me

I’m always one step backward from you
You never notice, but I did
We’ve been separated by walls..
… by time
… by destiny
how can I be so sure it was you?
When you didn’t let me enter into your world.
Your so far away I can’t reach you
I’m afraid to be your friend..
Coz when it happen I may always wanted more..