That smile I’ll never forget
It brings ache through my heart
Teardrops though my eyes
And it tearing me apart
...
Someday I wish I’ll be gone
Vanish in some way, as if I never exist
And forget every pieces of me
Maybe I’ll forget the reason of my existence
...
You’ve been inside me for half a decade
Should I stop and free myself from you?
Will the pain fade away together with you when it happens?
...
someday i'll be great
someday i'll make sure i fit in
someday i'll be the reason why you smile
someday..
...
why i cant die now?
if everything in me is useless.
if i can't breath air.
if i can't see a single light ahead of me.
...
could you make me a favor?
im lost and ive got no where to go
can you take me to your world and make me a part of it?
am i a child who is locked in my own illusions, in my own dreams?
...
It was you who makes me awake all night
It was you why I kept on thinking
It was you who bothers me a lot
Why can’t I resist your existence?
...
The Story
That smile I’ll never forget
It brings ache through my heart
Teardrops though my eyes
And it tearing me apart
The smile that leave its mark
From the beginning till it’s very end
A mark that print to the deepest part
That makes it impossible to fade away
But like any other stories
Everything comes to an end.
Not because it reaches its happy ending
But because it have to
No more heart pain
No more tears to fall
No more pieces to pick up.
The part of the story,
Where goodbyes are not that hard
Where no one cares if you’re leaving
Where no one listen when you say ‘I love you’
No feast to celebrate
No great music to dance with
No kisses from the one you love
And woke up every morning without seeing your life beside you
In this part
All you have to do is stare
... Dream
... Hope
Hope that someday another chapter of your life will open
... And wish
Wish that, that chapter will be written with a happy ending
In the end