Graveyard Poem by pang david

why i cant die now?
if everything in me is useless.
if i can't breath air.
if i can't see a single light ahead of me.

why i cant die now?
i cant even feel my body.
i cant feel my heart beating.
i cant feel you.

you already killed me many times now.
why i cant reach my end?
i must die now.
i am tired.
i am hopeless.
i am sick of everything.
i cant find any strength in me.
tell me where should i go now?

dont tell me to stop
im out of it
dont tell me to move on
i cant
dont say anything
it kills me.

if dying means your happiness
i'll embrace it...take it.
ignore anything.
just seeing your smile
is like stepping out of my grave.

just dont let me see a tear in your eyes
dont let me hear your pain
dont let me feel your sadness
..because I will be the killer of your nightmare.