Apologize Poem by Balint Nagy

My stupid heart and my stupid games
Terminated our hall of fame
I'm a prisoner of my own hands
‘Cause if you can't love me
Then no one can

I got too weak and burned every bridge
Haven't noticed what I inflict
I've become so broken, numb
When you showed your sharpest tongue

So hear me out as I apologize
I wish I could turn back the time
‘Cause every step I take
Is just another grave mistake

There's no excuse for my guiltiness
My reflection stares
Showing that the truth is bare
As I'm pedestaling emptiness
I'm counting on a bitter end

So hear me out as I apologize
I wish I could turn back the time
‘Cause every step I take
Is just another grave mistake

Can't illustrate my pain,
It's running through my veins
I see my failures in your eyes,
Expressions of my own demise

So hear me out as I apologize
I wish I could turn back the time
‘Cause every step I take
Is just another grave mistake