Army Brats Lament Poem by ivor or ivor.e hogg

I’m always outside looking in
at other folks togetherness.
I do not know where to begin
to cancel out my loneliness.

It seems I’ve always been alone
I am so shy I just pretend
that I am happy on my own.
I am afraid I might offend.

If I attempt to just take part
without someone inviting me.
So usually I must depart
nobody wants my company.

But not tonight: To my surprise
I am the focus of all eyes
and everybody welcomes me.
I’m inside where I want to be.

I’m on the inside looking out.
I see the world quite differently
No longer paralysed by doubt.
I am accepted readily.

So if you’re outside looking in
just try your best to catch my eye.
This is a battle you must win
don’t stay outside because you’re shy.

I’ve said farewell to loneliness
I am a player in life’s game
Just show a little friendliness.
and you can surely do the same.

A simple smile your passport to
the inside where you want to be.
It’s not so very hard to do
I managed it successfully.

18-Nov-07