At A Loss. (Ramblings) Poem by Daryl lyraD

Inspiration,
lacking. Brain,
can't function.
Caused much pain
to me. Words fail me,
stuck inside, swirling.
Blinded, I can't see,
not anymore. Brain freezing.
Incoherence, part of who I am
now, what's happened?
What's happening, damn.
I can't take this. Remembered,
how a coward I was, why?
Why was I so afraid,
Why did I ever lie,
and now just an existence, fade-
ing, disappearing..


(Just rambling about my thoughts whenever I see this person. How I'm always at a loss for words and wondering why I lack the courage to say anything more. Oh and left out some pronouns intentionally, so spare me please)