Be Someone Poem by Laura arwen

Being someone important
is very difficult
I'm nervous to
not have a
stable routine
Sometimes I realize
to be an
alien in this
terrible world
I fight with
myself for the
perfection
Everyday I need
to purify myself
There are periods
that I'm so
blind of my
emotions
Sometimes I feel
to be a
total failure
I'm really scared
to change my
routine because it
is sacred to
me
I feel uncomfortable
in this refined
world
Often I'm too
anxious that I
can't sleep well
I fear the
cold and the
pain
I want destroy
everything reminds me
the past or
bad feeling
I need to
build my life
in a solitary
town
I feel confused
on what I
want do in
my daily life
Sometimes I seem
to burn with
desire