Before I Was Made Poem by Paula TH

I have not changed much since I was a little girl,
still try to see this world as if I am still that little girl.
I am letting the world change me,
though I don't want to.
I want to be what I was years ago, just looking forward to the future,
I did not know that people would turn on me like sharks in the water and why? Just because they are mean thoughtless, plastic.
This world kills its self, so it is killing everyone else.
People turn a blind eye, they are all desensitized.
Movies on television made without a lack of vision.
I don't like what I see. I want to go back and get away from the tree killers, the ocean spillers. Oil spills are the news thrills?
I want to go back into my room. Go back into my mothers womb, go back to not even the sperm or the egg. I want to go back to before I was made.