We set off on the seventeenth of June, our lives folded into a car my anchors and my wandering stars and a prayer tucked into every pocket. The morning air carried dust from the road and the distant scent of the river, and the sun was just a promise on the horizon. We left the straight path, the one that had been mapped for safety, the one that knew danger all too well, and we chose the winding road instead. Perhaps it was courage, or perhaps desperation, that made us turn away from certainty. For twelve hours, the dust rose around us like ghosts, carried by the wind that whistled through the dry trees and across the barren plains. The children asked their endless questions "Are we there yet? " and I answered with the rhythm of my own hope, "Soon… soon… soon…"
Above us, the stars hung like witnesses. They did not judge, but they knew. They followed our journey across rivers and deserts, over sand and stone, across the bones of the land that had seen more than any of us could carry.
We arrived at the White Nile late in the afternoon, our eyes blurred from dust and exhaustion, our clothes smelling of sun and sand. The river shimmered under the dying light, a silver thread connecting earth and sky, as if it had waited for us all along. It was the week of fire and offering, a time of sacrifice that felt mirrored in our own surrender the quiet of our everyday lives, the certainty we had laid down without a word. My wandering stars ran into the arms of our elders, and their laughter stitched together pieces of the world that war had torn apart. For one week, that river town became a fragile island, a hidden sanctuary where time paused, and the world seemed to linger just beyond its borders.
After that week, we moved on to a tranquil town. Its streets were narrow and shaded, its walls painted in muted ochres and reds that reminded me of home. A door opened like a lighthouse in the fog, inviting us to step inside. Six months passed in borrowed walls, in mornings that were never quite ours, in strength borrowed from the kindness of strangers. I learned to sleep in rooms that were not my own, to dream in spaces that were not mine, yet in the quiet hours I could hear the voices of my wandering stars rising above deserts and rivers, landing in my chest like stars finally finding their orbit.
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