It took forever to spend the last few years
I wanted to take life beyond, to the future
But now as i head towards fate, I have a fear
What if its not what i see?
Now i regret, now if i could relieve the gone moments
The ones i spent in planning this day
But now m fed up of this planning and think
Is it even gonna be that way?
I'm tired of thinking got no zeal to act
Enjoy life as it comes, now tis a proven fact
I know why i wanna go back
M scared of the future
And i dnt have memories to rejuvenate my soul
And no close mates to share life with
well, i can't look back as time has pushed me to the brink
the ocean's out there, here i am, ready to sink
Just a few years n future will show its face
I have been imagining a world of my own
any way I'll have to move on
but now i still do wish......
life.......either take me fast to the future end
or back...........so i relive my past.......
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I think the way you are expressing your feelings share my condition also.We are sailing in the same boat.you can find it in my poem 'Yearning For Bygone Days' too.We always cherish some desires and see our future in imagination but reality is quite different.It is always contrary to our expectation.it's better to leave future for God's wish and enjoy our future.Because in this process we loose our present also.All the best.Take care.