Black Ice Poem by Laura arwen

I hope soon
to finish my
work
I don't want
to have obligations
or strange consequences
I'm motivated to
change some of
my habits
I am very
confused towards my
future
It's hard to
accept different opinions
Sometimes I want
to have a
comfortable and bright
life
Maybe staying closed
in my world
is the best
thing to do
I'm determined to
limit my purchases
I need to
appreciate little and
simple things
I have a
lot of pain
in my heart
and also in
my bones
It's been a
long time since
I have nightmares
Sometimes I'm proud
of my mental
blindness
I don't want
claim my destiny
Sometimes I feel
mad and impatient
Often I need
to remember to
myself what is
my true essence
I have many
uncertain thoughts
I like the
stormy weather but
sometimes it scares
me
I want to
be involved in
something unique