Blind Love Poem by King Njoroge

I see you, everyday
You are killing me, sad thoughts
Act like I'm invisible just to stare
Those eyes, wildly beautiful
So toxic, I can't breathe
Around you I can't stand on my two feet
You paralyze me with the sound of your voice
I'm numb every time you walk by me
So heartbreaking this is as close to you as I'll get
My writing might not be nearly as perfect as you are
But to me this is as divine as it gets
You make my whole body sweat
Without lifting a single finger
I think you are magic
Because you make my heart stop
At the same time it beats faster
My eyes are watery
At the same time I can't see any clearer
My brain shuts down
At the same time I'm thinking of one hundred ways to approach you
As I get nearer I'ts just too far I can't reach
I can't walk away
I know every single second I waste might be my last chance
Just to have a word with you
What could be, me and you, you and I
My imagination gets the best of me
Everyday in my misery
I'ts cruel what you do to me
And you don't even know it
Will you ever?
Private hell is what this is
I feel you when you are not there
And it feels like summer
Those fantastic hands
If only you could touch me one more time
Say my name one more time
Just give me anything to get me through this
Could I spill this all?
I want to tell you so much
Why I find it hard to sit next to you
Why I can't seem to do anything right around you
Why I say stupid things when you say hi
I can't...just cant...so hard
How could I be happy and suicidal at the same time
Oh I crave you...just you...this infatuation
I hope this is just my first song to you...