Breathe New Air Poem by Laura arwen

I have no
more excuses for
being chaotic and
confusing
Sometimes I'm really
bored to stay
at home because
I don't want
see my chaos
I feel tired
to have a
lot of confusion
in my mind
Probably I need
to change city
to be more
productive
I'm happy when
I have a
good purpose
Sometimes I feel
incomplete when I
don't shop
I want hear
a good melody
The emptiness inside
me lasts forever
Somehow I feel
strange when I
don't go shopping
It's not easy
to stay healthy
For me it's
hard to find
the perfect happiness
Every safety is
gone forever
In many moments
I feel lost
and without a
real goal
The silence is
always good
I'm always glad
to the silence
I don't see
any solution at
my confusion
I need to
stay in my
comfort zone