Causes Of Immediate Reaction Poem by Paula TH

Where is all of this stuff coming from? I just sit down and it comes right out. I don't even contemplate what is going to be said, it just comes straight out of my head. I did not write for 25 years and it is like a madness of fun but sad tears. These things you are reading are typed with hardly a pause, like a gift from Santa Clause. I was like this when I was a teen, I could put down 20 songs in a day or poems, what ever you want to call them and through them away. When I was a teen I would write things more like this> You will be mine forever, we will always be together. My heart is on fire and I will love you with so much desire, baby don't ever think I would leave you. I am not the type that would ever deceive you<<<< ok so you get the idea. I can write that all day like a robot programmed, just press play. I always worked so hard all of my life and being so busy being a wife. Now it hurts to type but I have to get these things out and I have alot to say and something about you will be on here some day. Friends that start with A, B, C and D...and the rest of the alphabet, this is driving me crazy. I can not stop. I do not have writers block that is for sure, what you are reading is as clean and pure as the freshest bottled water you could ever drink. I do not even have to think. Why is this goingg on? It is therapy I suppose and I have so much more to say and if I could find it in my heart to release the even more private things in my life...it is just an immediate reaction and I can write a song for any artist in a matter of minutes instead of living this life where I am counting my minutes. Don't leave me here in cyber space, somebody please find me a place. I want to show the world that I can write about any subject happy, sad, mean, bad. I am there to write it for you, don't let me slip through the cracks....It was what I was meant to do.