Confusion, To Stay Or To Walk Away? Poem by Azhar Ibrahim

A thousand questions,
Arched into the heart -
A thousand arrows!
To be or not to be?
To stay or to walk away?

If only we were so close,
So that I could cling onto you
But here we are
Hanging on a thread of uncertainty

Confused if I could stay
Scared to cling onto you
Wanting to stay with you
But no, I don't know!

Is me staying hurting?
Is me staying annoying?
Cause am lot confused
I'm fine one moment
But dead another moment

Confused, sad and broken
And oh you, stay happy!
You don't have to know -
Any beating of this bleeding heart

Oh the naïve me,
What is it in your head?
Is it filed with clay?
Or is it just empty space?

Where did your sanity go?
Where is your ability to think?
You keep on doing things,
That makes your heart fragile.

She said stand on your head
And oh you stupid, you did!
She said run around the house,
And oh you stupid, you did!



Oh why and oh why?
Doing things like a dog,
For least the dog has love
Loyalty from the master!

Do know you were born alone,
Destined to walk alone,
Till the day you die alone!