Congregation Poem by Laura arwen

I feel bored
to not have
ideas
People around me
are unhealthy
Very often I
think what I
need to buy
for my lonely
life
I must plan
a budget for
my spending
I'm fully aware
of my loneliness
because I feel
lost in my
loneliness
I see myself
like an hermit
in the future
because my life
is without sociability
Probably in the
future I'll be
well prepared for
any emergency
I want to
find my place
as soon as
possible
I need to
occupy my mind
because I think
too much
I feel the
urgency to be
done with some
goals I planned
to do
Sometimes I feel
accomplished for my
little progresses
I desire a
certain stability to
build a big
project
I'm ready to
live alone