Cries Of My Soul Poem by Cathetel White

Lost in the nights, nights of the darkness,
Messing with my thoughts, searching for excuses.
Wanting to be the same, no way to get in the past,
But maybe this is life to ignore such abuses.

Staring at the moon, losing myself in its glow,
Asking the twinkling stars, where did I go wrong?
Why did I trust, why did I believe?
Trying to end this sadness, waiting for so long.

His soul was so dark, darker than the night,
But my soul was bright, couldn’t see the dark.
Wish I was so clever, wish I was so smart,
To realize all the lies, not being harmed by the shark.

I feel alone, feel so messed,
Looking at the sky, searching for you God.
I have no blames for you, but all for my fate,
This was my lesson, I’ll never ever forget.

But still I wanna shout at you, need answers to my questions,
Why can’t you hear my cries, why can’t you see my tears?
How loud should I cry, so you can feel my soul?
What else should I do, to free me from my fears?

I raise my arms, wanna reach you,
Pull me out of my body, the place of my pains.
Give me all that love, and peace that you have,
Living in this hell, can no longer think with brains.

But this is just a rant, I know you’re within,
Deep in my soul, close to my heart.
Your power is of love, that surrounds me every moment,
Burning all my sins, making me so pure.

I will live in this world, live with your strength,
Live with the truth, live with the peace.
Making my halo pure, to be felt warm as love,
Need you to protect me, so that life can be at ease.