The Whisperer. Poem by Cathetel White

GIRL:

I heard whispers in my ear,
Commanding to walk to his world.
The world of screams, the world of fear,
Wanting me to be, alone in the woods.

I had no choice, I had to move,
The whispers were getting hard to take.
I followed the whispers and reached the woods,
Had to end the voice, for my life’s sake.

Darkness prevailed in the thick woods,
Screams of the dead making me lose control.
Crying for some help, searching for a way,
Shouting to myself, “what’s the whisperer’s goal? ”

WHISPERER:

I wanted you to hear, I wanted you to feel,
I don’t want to live alone, want you with me.
I never wanted to hurt, never wanted to kill,
But I ended with the pain, want you to see.

Remember those days, remember those words,
I always loved you, always will.
But for you my love was fun,
So ended my life with the killing pill.

Still I’m alive, my soul didn’t die,
I wish it was killed, a new life to begin.
I can’t live without you, can’t live with you,
I want you to die with me, but why to commit a sin?

I’m full of anger, full of rage,
Full of love, full of pain.
I wish I had loved another girl,
But these are regrets nothing to gain.

I want to kill you, want to own you,
But what can I do, my soul is the same.
I wish I was a devil, killing you with rage,
But I’ll have to let you go, can’t play such a game.

I still wanna hold you, still wanna touch you,
Want you to be mine, me to be yours.
But I’m so sorry, lost the living power,
I’ll always be the guy, who was once so poor.

I’m sorry love, brought you here,
To the scary place, as you were always scared.
I’ll get you back to your fake world,
Taking care of you, as I always cared.

I’ll pray to God to keep you safe,
Give all the happiness and love you want.
And ask for myself to give another life,
This was a life where love was just a rant.

GIRL:

Oh my Love! I played with your life,
I thought you forgot, thought you had left.
I never bothered to ask, never bothered to search,
I was lost in my ego, the world of my beauty.

Call me your murderer, the cause of your death,
I shouldn’t be forgiven, should go through the pain.
I owe my life to you, do what you wanna do,
This is the only way, I can let my ego drain.

WHISPERER:

There’s no way to help, you can’t bring me back,
Your life to me is nothing, just a bag of waste.
I wish you felt my heart, you were my only Love,
Now play with no one’s life, so that no one gets betrayed.