Dark And Twisted Poem by K J

Harsh words followed by violent blows,
Hidden secrets nobody knows,
Eyes are open, yet my soul has departed,
Deep inside I am dark and twisted...

So many tricks and yet so many lies,
Too many when’s and way too many why's,
Nobody's special, just as nobody's gifted,
I am just me, dark & twisted...

Sleeping awake but choking on a dream,
Listening loudly to a far away silent scream,
Calling my mind, so the number's unlisted,
Lost in someone so dark & twisted...

On my knees still alive but at the same time dead,
Look at the all invisible blood I have bled,
I am not gone, it's only my mind that has just drifted,
Don’t expect much, I am dark and twisted...

Burnt out, wasted, empty and completely hollow,
Today is only just yesterday's tomorrow,
The sun died out and my ashes sifted,
I am still here, dark and twisted.......