Dark Cloud Or Sunny Day
As the dark cloud hangs over my head I do my best to dream of a sunny day.
I am a dark cloud of gloom that prays for sunny days,
Often referred to asbeautifully broken or desperately seeking drama,
I didn't choose to be the way I am- easily bored and drama crazed,
Iv'e always been sheltered and spoiled. Pitted for my consonant bad decisions,
Is yearning to be loved passionately drama? If so my drama wil continue,
I have a pattern you see of choosing the wrong men to share a love affair with, I should seek Gods intervention.
I tell to much, speak tp openly when things just should simply be left unsaid.
I love my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ...
But oh how I love the man I am married to ad yet he wants othing to do with me,
He doesn't like me- you know you can feel those vibes, a husband that has no interest in his wife any shape or form,
I pray for him to feel my love and see I am the one that has his back and loves him more than myself, ,
Yes I am at fault in many ways -but not in the love I feel for a man that can't stand his wife, , Iv'e lost everything and everyone I love, ,
A lifetime of hurt and pain with a dark cloud hanging above my head,
I can only pray to the Lord above to give me the sunny days I yearn for and the true love I believe I deserve and long for,
The love you only have once in a lifetime and pray not to make anymore decisions to knock me of course, God is my lighthouse and I will stay my course he has put me on, , ,
after all God takes down a path in life for a reason...
My reason will be revealed when my Lord and savior is ready for me to know, , I just pray for my sunny days or my eternal life be spent with the true King of my love above all and everything
Saturday, January 18, 2020
Topic(s) of this poem: hurting,lonely