Dear Love: A Beautiful Discord Poem by Aiden Florence

You’re never here
And it breaks my heart
Every time,
I come all the way here
In hopes of seeing you,
Yet you never show up.

You live with your boyfriend
Who works in the Marines
If he knew how I feel about you
I would be dead.

But you know,
I don’t think I can hold myself back….
I just can’t,
Not anymore.

People say you’re forbidden fruit,
That I’m breaking my heart
For someone I’ll never be with,
And I know it’s wrong.

I love you
And there’s nothing I can do
To change how I feel.

It may cost me my life,
But it’s worth it

Living on
Knowing I’ll never be with true love,
It’s like being emotionally dead
Without it ever being so.

I can’t take it anymore

Thoughts of suicide
Keep crossing my mind,
But I’d rather show you how I feel about you (and get shot)
Then giving this up
Without a fight.

I love you so much,
I’d do anything to be with you…..
I would die for you because…..
You are everything to me…..