Deep Dark Ocean Poem by Balint Nagy

It seems like forever since I lost intention
Hurt myself a lot
But some days I still become anxious
Because of my train of thought

I'm tryna keep my head above the water
I'm tryna keep my head above the water

It's not like anyone ever told me
What I should have achieved by now
Or how to reach my goals
Still, they're pulling me under
On the way to find my only home

I'm tryna keep my head above the water
But I'm already sinking
Why am I just unable to turn the tide,
And say "all in"?
I'm tryna keep my head above the water
But my soul is already sinking

Well I'm not claiming that I've become depressed once again
Or demons pulled me in
I just don't seem to find where I belong,
Where I want to be
So I'd ever try to turn these tears into wine, please forgive me
I'm just mourning my unfulfilled dreams

I'm tryna keep my head above the water
But I'm already sinking
Why am I just unable to turn the tide,
And say "all in"?
I'm tryna keep my head above the water
But my soul is already sinking