Destroy The Beginning Poem by Laura arwen

The beginning is
something new
It's always hard
to start something
I want a
crackling beginning for
new things and
new jobs
For some people
it's normal to
destroy the beginning
without any reasons
The beginning is
always burdensome and
tiresome
In this moment
for me it's
risky and disastrous
to begin new
works if I
don't finish some
of them
It's a nightmare
the destruction of
the beginning
I see the
beginning like a
monster
I always fear
begin something because
it is a
long process
I haven't a
conscience in the
beginning because I
don't think and
I don't reason
I don't care
to have a
perfect beginning of
a day
I don't have
any plans for
my beginning because
I remove them
for my mind
I think it
is a big
obstacle to me
It is indispensable
and insidious