Destruction Poem by Angela Beaton

Standing here alone again
I watched you walk away
Its not the first time happening
its every single day

Words are not involved now
you can't get through the pain
the things you said to me
I'll never be the same

I am my own destruction
the ending of this all
reason for the suffering
it makes me feel so small

Your eyes are empty now
wish I could bring back your light
but everytime I talk to you
all we do is fight

You've given up on us
the end is coming fast
I wanna make it work again
but we can't get through the past

I am my own destruction
the ending of this all
reason for the pain inside
this time I won't run and hide

I don't understand this
how things have got so bad
I guess I was ignorent
to the feelings that you had

Im sorry doesn't cover it
nothing makes this better
but I won't give up on us
I do meant forever