Excuses Poem by Angela Beaton

Im all out of excuses
there's no more to make
making them up
was my biggest mistake
And now its too late
I can't take them back

The chances are gone
there's not anymore
I wish we could go back
to what we had before

But its too late
there's no more time
to erase the pain
and the bad memories
but its too late
It can't be undone
you shouldn't have suffering
I should have been the one

Watching you hating me now
tears me up inside
now I think I finally know
what you were talking about
when you said that I didn't care

I said I'll change I mean it
I want to make a life with you
I know I have alot to change
but the words I say are all true

I don't wanna be the person
that you say I really am
Im so consumed with what I want
I never thought of you
but thats over now

But its too late
there's no more time
to erase the pain
and the bad memories
but its too late
It can't be undone
you shouldn't have suffering
I should have been the one

I want to be a better person
one you don't have to hide
I don't like being this way
I hate the way I feel inside

Im sorry for what Iv done
I know it doesn't mean a thing
but I hope you'll give a chance
to a new beginning