Diffrence In Me Poem by hopemarie blankenship

within these empty walls
been talking to myself again
you don't hear a word
why bother to explain it when
you say that i should try
but i feel i'm half alive
and the best of me is some where else
i wish the wirld would just spin faster
get to my happy ever after
your looking at me
your waiting to see
the difference
the difference in me
you keep telling me to grow up
but why sould i, i'm never good enough
how could i be
when you never see
the difference in me
i don't wanna fight
don't care whose right or wrong any more
i'm sick of all this pain
can it be the way it was before
when i always made you smile
it seems it's been a while
your always out of reach
you say that i should try
but i feel i'm half alive
and thre best of me is somewhere else