Disappear Poem by Shawn Pongtha

intoxicated with the beauty in your eyes
floating lifelessly in your pool
drowned by all your lies
after playing me as a fool
we were happy
you made me feel so sappy
yet we were together
and possibly forever
you ungraciously turned around
not able to catch you on the rebound
to hear those brutal sickening sounds
of making love with him to knock me to the ground
you begged me to not to be sad
you prayed to me to not be mad
furiously storming out the door
then you shot me and now i'm on the floor
i wasn't meant to be
and i hope can you see
that you left me bloody and made me crawl in fear
and until i get my sweet revenge.....
i'll just disappear

Shawn Pongtha