Distorted Mind Poem by Joyleen Heneker

Locked up in my mind of mine
Darkness smothers deep inside
Resentment and guilt it all I feel
Ugly and obese is all I am
A mutated human by far
My life has faded
Every thing that was good has been taken from me
And my life is pointless and has no meaning
Depraved of my loved ones and all things grand
A life of unhappiness and despair
Bella has stolen from me
Has claimed my thoughts
Has changed my way of living
14 yrs have passed and not much has changed
my head still crowded
my thoughts are still vein
im still so fat
no one else to blame
im the looser here
im the one to blame