Don'T Ever Say That You Love Me: Poem by Putri Misnia Shary Bahri

Don't you ever go deeply inside me?
Which the heartbeat can be felt
in the arm of loved do you even know
how its felt in the heart
that missing part of him
the longing to hold the reach of hugs
that has been missed the kisses that
the time has frozen, close distance
seem so far

seems like the love fade some how
in some-way that the heartfelt
of reject like abandoned

Abandon of tears of an ocean
through the words he said
which makes you want to walk of
without a single words to express
its more painful when you walk
without explaining the feelings
which abandon without respect


Don't you ever say you loved me
unless you mean it from your heart
through your words deeply by the heart
I don't want to play a game
the hide of tears burst like
an ocean I self-sacrificing many time for you
I recovery myself you never help me

I swollen my pride say something
caused the heart always bury all
the pain, but the missing arm which the
heart felt secure open up your eyes
to see it through
Somehow you felt like he never loved you
from the pride swallow inside

Why do real love which you given
through your heart meant to be bleed
like the values never been seek
through his eyes
the last of your tear burst
the heart has no secure
caused its break once more