Don'T Leave Me Here Poem by Vision Ghost

Loosing all the sensations, of sense instead
Stumble, with a heavy and pounding head
Wishing I could turn it back, as I remember
The stupid things I said, to now dismember
What I once called my Love, before now
To my knees, with a hand upon my brow

Wishing I could call you back, to my arms
Repeat the apologies, and of all the harms
That I have caused, for your delicate heart
Lost in the remorse, which tears me part
Seeking some repentance, for understanding
As a fateful comment is now, resounding

Call you on the phone, to hear your tears
As this now kills me inside, as do my fears
Reaching out for you, as you’re so far away
Don’t know whether to turn, to another day
Tears falling onto your picture, I still keep
This sorrowful heart that my callings, reap

Into misted futures, I now walk again alone
Every inch of my pride, aching to the bone
Forever wishing for what can never, be had
Is at least the best I can do, to drive me mad
Insanity remembering, your kiss, your touch
Rolling through my mind, miss you so much

Forever starving, as my soul needs your care
Enlightenment escapes me, and it’s a nightmare
Searching through the blackness, of your voice
Leaving the dry leaves of autumn, to rejoice
In my hands, that once held you’re body to me
Are now of lines and crevices, of love set free

Feeling so small, and utterly pathetic before you
Wanting you to know, how this feels as its true
That I’ve been a bloody fool, for all your anger
Now comes in such a justified attack, to lower
Any sense of self pride for the pain, I feel inside
Please hear my hurting, as I need you to confide

As all I will ask, is please don’t leave me here