Emotional Disease Poem by Laura arwen

I'm worried about
my mental health
With restrictions we
provoke the mind
I lost my
power of creativity
I must know
what I want
write
I'm aware to
have some difficulties
to write and
share all my
feelings
I have to
calm my nerves
doing something I
love
I need support
for my psyche
I have strict
rules but they
are necessary
I don't see
any progress
on my chaos
Probably I need
a new strategy
to be more
organized
We don't need
desperation to live
a good life
Sometimes it's hard
to understand our
priorities
Often I want
do nothing because
I'm scared to
not be able
to read and
write every day
I can't calm
my obsessions
It's not so
easy to tolerate
the reclusion
We lost the
appreciation of loneliness