Father who are you?
Where have you gone?
Did I do something,
something so wrong?
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I have no pride,
I searched inside,
I could not find,
my pride in time.
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With each day that passes
The question begs answer
This unspoken love
Will it be my cancer?
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Another sleepless night drags on
add another notch to the bedroom door.
Two rows of five and one more of four
this one makes fifteen and I know there'll be more.
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My unspoken words
Are mangled by forces unseen
As I trip and I fall
All in vain it does seem
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As I walk around I start to fade.
Living in this world of hate.
I see no reason for me to breathe.
So I'll slit my throat,
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They say that time heals every wound.
Even these wounds that you inflicted on me.
Well my time is running out
and these wounds are leaving me blind and weak.
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life’s too hard
and I’m too weak
I find no reason
yet still i speak
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There was a man
who saw too much.
Felt too much pain.
Had too little luck
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Cross your arms,
close your eyes.
Let go of the pain,
you've buried inside.
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