Endless Poem by Balint Nagy

Here's the truth: I can't deny
I miss the hell, and the sleepless nights
These are things what made me feel alive

And it reminds me:
Darkness still defines me

I tried to change
But the dark remained
I can't get rid of this endless fight

When it comes to joy, I hold my breath
Deep down I know, it won't last
The divinities are testing my nerves
I'm full of emotions, in an emotionless world

And it reminds me:
Darkness still defines me

I tried to change
But the dark remained
I can't get rid of this endless fight