Especially Twice Poem by Natasha Andeyi

It doesn't hurt that much to visit the past once in a while
Certain was my spirit when it came to our bond
Nothing otherwise could have brought our love on hold
And yes, I didn't know you like that, but twins was what we called our souls
There was nothing I couldn't do for you
Somehow I was convinced it was the only way I could move on as a being
Turns out my spirit was just drunk with the group theme
And I was too smart to realize this was a foolishness I couldn't hide
But nothing's too much for time huh?
It didn't take that long to realize that only one hand was feeding the child
That we were apparently not in the same team even though similar was the side
I thought I said it doesn't hurt that much, I think I like to fool myself
Cause it does hurt to think of such times
Those that you give your best but the return is lime
I guess having good intentions doesn't spare one from receiving the bad especially from a fellow man
It's life though, right. But my spirit is certain of this, and it isn't drunk this time
There is a kind that is hard to find, especially twice