Eternal Evocation Poem by Laura arwen

I want spend
good days in
my loneliness
I feel nervous
if I don't
do what I
want
Every day I
feel bored of
my slowness
For some people
I don't need
a life
I can't deny
to love dreaming
Everybody has a
hidden story to
tell
I see a
lot of desolation
around me
I see my
future life full
of solitude
In my dreams
I'm enough seductive
for a man
I lost my
road to spirituality
and simplicity
I don't have
a define identity
Probably I need
a gentle and
good companion
I feel terrible
if I don't
do what I
have planned
Sometimes I evocate
my demons to
be in peace
with myself
I feel satisfied
only when I'm
alone
I really enjoy
cooking myself
I'm not so
social