Every Night Poem by Laura arwen

Every night I
dream to be
in my house
to clean it
and do my
hobbies
Every night I
pray to be
healthy and productive
Every night I
feel the heaviness
of loneliness
In some nights
I hate being
alone but other
nights is the
only thing I
want
Every night I
feel safe in
my cage
Every night I
cry for my
loneliness and for
my instability
Some nights I
think how I
can spend money
The night I
face my demons
The night is
my advisor and
listener
Every night I
dream to do
sex
Every night could
be my last
night
Sometimes I want
to stay awake
all night to
do nothing
Every night I
hope to have
good dreams
Sometimes I want
the night lasts
forever
I'm sad every
night